让我坚强起来好吗?

最近突然觉得好孤独, 我的身边除了爱我的家人以外没有别人.
曾经相信的一切一昔之间又 变得似有若无.
好不喜欢尖酸刻薄的我 但是我别无选择. 不要怪我, 我只不过是尊重每一个人说过的话而已.
我相信每一个人都要为自己当下所做的决定付出很大的责任.

我其实还是小孩.
最近发现我所依赖的那位也不是那么的值得依赖
因为曲终人散, 总有一天我也要展翅飞翔.
所以啊, 从现在开始放开我的手吧
让我坚强起来好吗?
但是我坚强起来后, 会不会变得不近人情啊......

那时候你是不是要怪我遗弃你?
那时候的你有没有想过这时候的我在苦苦地挣扎着, 挣扎好久才决定坚强起来.
我已经决定不再那么信任你了, 不要怪我, 因为我也挣扎了好久.
那不是你的错, 只不过是我的想法太轻浮, 太天真了.

Mechanism of blood pressure

1. Baroreceptors are neurones that can detect the changes in blood pressure. Baroreceptors are located at the acrh of the aorta.

2. When blood pressure decreases, baroreceptors are less stimulated. The decreased rate of nerve impulses are sent to the cardiovascular centre in the medulla oblongata. It results in stronger cardiac muscle contractions and increases the heartbeat rate, returning it back to the normal pressure. when blood pressure increases, baroreceptorsare more stimulated. the increased rate of nerve impulses are sent to the cardiovascular centre in the medulla oblongata.
It results in weaker cardiac muscle contractions and decreases the heartbeat rate, returning it back to normal.

I love dresses!

Recently I developed an interest in fashion.
Maybe is due to reading too much of Vivi magazine.
The bubbly and cheerful missy who is always wearing pants developed an interest in dresses?
You must be kidding man!!
But nothing is impossible right
maybe dresses will look nice on me
Just hope that mum will not think I am too weird for dresses
Actually i love dresses a lot
But I don't wear it so ''often'' is because of I did not have any casual dresses in my wardrobe
Moreover dresses are not cheap, they cost a bomb k!

Anyway I think dresses will make me look more feminine ==
So the next target is shopping for dresses!!

胆识过人???

当玻璃盘上的叉子指向我的时候
我问了大家, 我是不是一个有胆识的人
大家都给了近乎相同的答案
但是只有一个人给了我一个我想要的答案
他说他认为我是一个有勇气追寻梦想的人

我常常思考, 我到底能不能够独立, 适应未来要面对的种种
包括升学, 考车, 工作, 赚钱 等等
我好怕我会被时代淘汰, 不被世人认同

因此, 我告诉自己一定要勇敢, 就算害怕也要硬撑下去
唯有这样自己才会坚强起来
辩论比赛让我胆怯
但是我仍然硬着头皮撑下去
我知道只有勇敢一点才能在社会上生存

我的梦想就是靠自己的能力过很好的生活
拥有很好的家庭与事业
这种憧景 需要很多很多勇气来实现吧
其实 我很胆小的, 但是我知道唯有鼓起勇气才能成功
国晖, 你觉得我能够做到吗?

烟花

当人们第一次看到烟火时
惊叹声中不免参杂着兴奋与激昂
那惊叹赞叹着人类伟大的发明

当烟火徐徐升上天空
伴随着人类的梦想
绽放出漂亮的形状
绚丽的色彩

但你们不知道
当烟火绽放的时候
在我心里沉寂好久的热情
都会再次燃起

Agogo rocks!

Today is HER day

Today is mei sien's birthday
Girl, you are seventeenth now...
We bought her Jodi Picoult's book
My sister's keeper and hmn I forget the other one
Yea and we signed our big signature all over the book
Hey its funky
I think mei sien faint when she read the book

12noon we got our perjumpaan rumah sukan
Anyway I don't care about it because after all
I am not an active athetle

So after that meeting we went to 二重丸 in ms mum's car
This is the first time i went there
That place is a bit high class with all those black and grey style ambience
The table and chair are black
The curtains and carpets even wallpapers are black
The menu are black
Even the waiter wore black uniform
So you should have imagine that

Anyway we ordered rice set lunch and noodles
Food is okay and price is same with those Sushi king's or Kinsahi's
SO its quite reasonable lah
The most important is we had a great time
we walked to Sutera mall and went into POPULAR
Jodi Picoult's is still on promotions
I hesitated quite a while whether to buy or not
Well I bought it in the end

Lastly its time for us to say goodbye
BUT three of us have no transport
we checked out the taxi drivers and watched them closely
Deciding whether to take the taxis or not
The drivers were either too black or too ''bad guy looking''
Haiz, finally I call up my mother and asked her to fetch us here
Luckily my mother did not nag....

My busy and lively school life

Its been a week since the school reopens
I am quite busy all this while
Handling all sorts of documents related to biro kelewatan
Went for tuition and study
Reading THE CURSE
Shop for dresses and clothes
controlling diet and so on

Every night
Sleep under extremely exausted conditions
Thinking about what happened today
told myself tomorrow will be better
trying to control my wilful emotions
Lazy to be responsible for everything
But i had to take on the responsibility

I have to attend the dance which I am quite tired of it
Joined school activities
Run around school for funds
Life goes on and on
Listened to advices and move on

But I am contented for who am I and what I had achieved so far
I think I love myself...

Froggy Tuesday

Yesterday night me and Qi went to Mana Lagi for dinner with Jzimne, Sze yee and Zheng Min.Its been quite a time since last time I ate nasi lemak. We picked some fried chicken and ordered ''lontong''. Nasi Lemak is quite nice, perhaps is because of eating with friends. The funiest thing is we ate lontong for free. This is not because of we are not honest but because of the person who calculated the bill. And we are pretty smart too, we just keep silence about it.

After the dinner we get a ride from zheng min's mum and went to foguangshan. Ziwei teaches us the agogo dance and we enjoyed it a lot. The frooggy kinda step is the most hillarious ones. QUITE actually. Most of us joined the dance but some of them surrender. Haha